killin time

my boy, originally uploaded by rice_ingenue.

my froogle list is completely empty, does that mean i'm perfectly contented with all my earthly posessions?

so today marketh the year since the end of THAT era (the reign of the j dude, happy birthday by the way, many happy returns) and fittingly i'm all ga ga again. but i'm too damned happy to care about the psychology involved.

everyone, my birthday is in less than two months. i need a little shout out for ideas. throw something at me, anything. if i have an alice in wonderland theme would you dress up? etc etc. holla if you think of something, or somewhere. or even better, organise it for me, take the bloody stupid mother fucking thing out of my hands. twenty-firsts, who needs 'em?

waiting for some sugar before i go sleep tonight. i wish i could still smell him on me. yes, there was the line, and i crossed it.

maybe blogging wasn't such a good idea right now...?

that's it, i'm bringing back the friday fives. and since i've never really kept it up on fridays i'll do one now...

after jump though, since i haven't made one of those in a while


five boys: a timeline

1. sissypants: he didn't know this at the time but i only agreed to go out with him to spite his friend. (always a beautiful beginning to relationships). a lot of wet sloppy kissing and it lasted a whole damn six months in the middle of year 9

2. kk: the original sweet and corny. with sms poetry that still entertains. 8 months rounding off year 10

3. joomy: the beautiful geek boy who dumped me. so cute it's silly. two months year 11

4. rio: my first white boy, and boy was he white. not much to say here really, cept that the last ten days both of us forgot the fact that we were still going out. and the most childish breakup behaviour ever witnessed by man. 3 months year 11

5. j dude: the first time round really shouldn't count, he cheated on someone and it just wasn't right. the second time, well, that was just crazy. don't know what it was. love? hardly. but there were loving type feelings involved and some tender moments, though far and few between. year and a few odd months ending a year ago.

you never asked, but it didn't feel fair. so there you go. i have your number, and you have mine. i'm all about fair =P