ladysmith black mambazo

happy first of august everyone! i have a feeling the rest of the year is finally looking up. but then again, i keep hoping, don't i?

the birthday is looming large again, i feel like running away again. i wish i could stay 19 forever, and for no good reason other than stupid unforgiving time, i'm stepping firmly in the "twenties" direction. seriously, if 20 was just a page holder, now i have no excuses. this blows.

in my last few months of being on the ledge looking out, i think there are a few things i'd like to accomplish. so in the place of the scrapped fives, i give you

The List

however the contents of the list would have to remain hidden, for now. i'll expose them as i set the balls rolling. that's right, i'm a tease. what are you going to do about it?

there are a few stories brewing on the home front, i'll serve it up the moment they're ready, because by god, i'll want to shout about it.

i realise this has got to be the most frustrating post ever, that's what you get my littlies, for never commenting. take that bitches.

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i need some happier music in my arsenal
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every once in a while, i think to myself, god i'm so glad i wasn't good enough to get into law. never more so than today. marc has finished with his arts and is now doing straight law, if you can believe it. the boy who lives in irony is now living in a lie. i went to a class with him, just to see, you know. to quote max earnst,