private dancer

an entire weekend and two lap dances later, my spirits have leveled.

strip clubs are fun. sleezy guys that want to take you there are not. what's worse is drunk sleezy guys that take off without telling you. aaah shoulda seen it coming. assholes are assholes. and my on-coming radar is somehow switched waaaaaay off. can never see them coming. i used to be able to detect at least a hint of what's going on but apparently no longer. all the fun of singledom right?

with the certain decisions taken place and a rough semblance of a path laid down i'm very quickly running out of excuses. so now i'm down to either "if my body is tired then i still need sleep" or "watching tv is still going towards my course". i'm beyond lame. so out comes all my 'skines, pen in hand, and by weeks-end i'd have mapped out my future. you just wait. there are more decisions still waiting for the coin toss to settle.

photos are done. i'm collecting them wednesday. i don't know, they didn't look.....well let's just hope they were generous with the touch-ups, air-brushing and what have you. all the hot ones i'll put up here, all the rest you'll have to pry out of my cold clamy hands at my death bed.


i'ma puttin' this here because i still can't understand it. out of all the pictures (and admittedly there were some real duds), my mama liked this one. i mean i look decent in a few and THIS is the one she likes... low res scan because hell, i'll get the hi res copies on dvd later now that i've seen the prints and i can save some money. amazing. i look exactly the same as i did 4 years ago when i got the other sets done. and my head is still too round on camera.


hmm...here i was going to put up some truly embarrassing confessions, but self censorship got the better of me. but yes. cyber stalking is involved. isn't that a tantalising thought...

need some pictures to accompany this post...will put them up tomorrow then. maybe of the bbq yesterday. little victoria and sasa are growing up. too too fast.

:edit: i've been told that the layout is all screwy in i.e. well...boo hoo to all you ie users then huh. i refuse put in extra effort because you're too lazy to better your own online experiences. get firefox you idiots