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gah, the whole post is after jump.


denial

anger

bargaining

depression

acceptance

i've been caught up on the first stage. then this morning stepped right into depression and now i've relaxed to the final stage of acceptance.

i am talking, of course, about the state of my course work for the semester. i just realised today that the take home exam for linguistics isn't for the exam week, but was due in on 31st Oct. what is wrong with me?

current music:
death cab for cutie - I Will Follow You Into The Dar
did you know that the lead of death cab is the same guy that sings for the postal service? that does not explain at all why i prefer postal service, but it explains exactly why i'm feverishly giving death cab another chance
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it's starting again, the sound of anarchy. first it's on the news, the voices of foreign prime ministers speaking through translators, making empty promises. "they would be held accountable" How? arrest them all? Don't tell me you want a lawless society until you've been forced into one, sonny. you scoff at bourgeois sentiments when you're FULL OF IT. frankly, i'm excited. maybe now my own personal tragedy can have a used by date. 'urban terrorism' HAH!

terrorism, the new revolution

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my life is starting to get pathetic. i was watching gilmore girls and at the end of the episode jess and rory shared a kiss, the kind that lifts you up quite literally and you pull away breathless. i'm two steps away from making some bad mistakes. moleskine porn to the rescue.

and another pointless meme

You scored as James Bond, Agent 007. James Bond is MI6's best agent, a suave, sophisticated super spy with charm, cunning, and a license's to kill. He doesn't care about rules or regulations and somewhat amoral. He does care about saving humanity though, as well as the beautiful women who fill his world. Bond has expensive tastes, a wide knowledge of many subjects, and his usually armed with a clever gadget and an appropriate one-liner. James Bond, Agent 007 83% Neo, the "One" 83% Lara Croft 75% El Zorro 71% Captain Jack Sparrow 63% Maximus 63% William Wallace 58% Batman, the Dark Knight 50% The Terminator 50% Indiana Jones 42% The Amazing Spider-Man 33% Which Action Hero Would You Be? v. 2.0 created with QuizFarm.com

edit:
i know what i want. what i really really want but absolutely cannot justify getting. no matter how much i fondled it, i just couldn't fork over $320. but it's so perfect. but oh oh.....

so i propose, the "alice wants herself a lil elise caarels" fund (better known as the AWHALEC) donations of $10 can be made to my paypal account, all proceeds to AWHALEC (pronunced ah-wah-lek) will obviously go towards me getting myself said elise caarels bag.